dear daddy.. today is my first blog to u.. todae i realised i reli got a crush on this guy... and i dun think he likes me.. so i dun wan to tell him.. daddy.. if it is your will.. wil u let him tell me? hehe.. blushing le.. =D u noe hu la hor.. no need sae.. Heex..

daddy.. i think i am reli a naughty girl.. i never do QT so long le... feel so guilty.. but then again.. i cant get myself to haf the discipline.. i feel so hypocritical.. i ask my girls to do their spiritual journal.. but where is mine?

today i was also a little quick tempered.. snapped at grace and hui hua.. bcuz they keep bugging me to go trng but afen start yet den i playing comp games.. forgive me daddy..

today heard aloysius's problems.. i reli duno how to help him although i reli wan to.. so daddy i pray that you will show him his focus lo. and that the church wil soon realise that they are giving pple like him too much pressure..den today i also talked abt how i cannot accept the fact tt i m competing with the girls for service grounds in church.. i kno it is wrong lo..and daddy. i reli dun like tree cell.. how? i like dun wan go cel bcuz i dun wan... not bcuz i canot..haiz.. vv bad rite.. bt i jus cant convince myself to go lo.. daddy ar. can u haf like a cane to like ounish me and ask me go..haiz...

Lord... i m reli bu guai.. Lord.. i reli feel that i m like falling.... but i trust that you will bring me up back again.. bcuz u r the ALMIGHTY!!