<<~CasS~>> says:
nice rainbow huh
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
yea u saw?
<<~CasS~>> says:
haha no
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saw e pic u took
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how u see?
<<~CasS~>> says:
jud's blog

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<<~CasS~>> says:
i was jus tryin to draw a rainbow
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
ha ok
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den saw e pic
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aww
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haha..
<<~CasS~>> says:
diao
<<~CasS~>> says:
hais...
<<~CasS~>> says:
thanks to jud's blog
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made me =) le..
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
aw hahah wat happen
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
why u so low
<<~CasS~>> says:
prob its jus a small thing la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
wat thing
<<~CasS~>> says:
at first.. i was reli getting more and more low bcuz of retain
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bcuz rite
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my friends ard me are all j2s
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eg during cell
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during sharing
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wad do u all share abt.. is all abt j2 life ma
<<~CasS~>> says:
not tt i m blamin u all la.. jus.. ya.. it sorta contrbuted la
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den.. this week u all have 2 tests rite
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so its like.. i didnt noe.. den asked some j2s out
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den they like vvvv bz la..
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den realise like cnot reli tok to the j2s le lo
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like grace dey all
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y?
<<~CasS~>> says:
i reli canot... like make myself tok to dem
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i dunno y
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like.. i feel vv inferior
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vv extra
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
sam and zac they all also talk to us ma
<<~CasS~>> says:
den oso feel like sometimes they vv sympathise me lidat
<<~CasS~>> says:
hmm
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diff ba guys and girls
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all the girls facing the same thing
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i tot i was the onli one
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den i asked serene they all
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
hahaa maybe u shd try ur attitude
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
maybe they like nt sympathising ma
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u gotta take this step some how
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u retained. its a fact
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
so wat u can do is quickly get over it.
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
its ur life. live it e way u shd
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which is to get ur foundation for year1 agn and promote
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
friends will support u
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
talk to them
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
and they will talk to u
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i believe they will be senstive enuff to nt tease u bout ur retain
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i mean even if sam they all tease like ' no wonder we are retains
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i mean like it may seem bad but act u all are facing it in a lighter way la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
so yep
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haa
<<~CasS~>> says:
yea... i und sam they all are trying to lighten the mood
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esp for the girls
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bcuz we r... still cannot get over la..
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den nvm.. i decided to mix with my class
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den tried to ignore the gap between me and the j2s
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hahaa
<<~CasS~>> says:
den i do my apgp tutorial
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and u noe wad
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i didnt noe how to do any qns
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apart from warm up
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i was like
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didnt i do this last yr
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and my classmates noe how to do
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and i dun
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
aiya sure forget de ma
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
read the notes lo
<<~CasS~>> says:
i read le
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i go lectures
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but still
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
nvm ma
<<~CasS~>> says:
when i try to do
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i stil dnno
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
forget that u are reatin
<<~CasS~>> says:
even e retainees noe how to do
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
treat it as aa new thing
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and i dun now
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noe
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like hpw stupid can i get la
<<~CasS~>> says:
ok so studies i cmi
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never mind
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still got table tennis rite
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yea..
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
its ok to lose ma
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so i went for training...and
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i performed the worst ever
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i also ma
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
in bball gt ups and downs
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but must they all come tog
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like
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studies gone le
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table tennis oso so cmi
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like u noe.. everything
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ok den aft tt..
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
its e down period of ur life la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
presson .
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u will see e rainbow somehow
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
or give it to God la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
like i prayed i entrust my bball to God
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i do my best
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and whether i get into team or nt
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its up to God la.
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i mean like even i perform badly
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
thn nvm try agn lo
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u dunno how to do apgp
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
nvbm thn learn and do agn la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
it wun do any better to feel low ma
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u still gotta face it somehow
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<<~CasS~>> says:
zhiyong... zhiyong le the guy i trust alot.. tell me.. he said.."quit jc la.. i think u cannot de.." den i said.. wad if i go switz he said" i tell u u sure cannot make it de"
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
heck him la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
lol
<<~CasS~>> says:
i noe i shd trust it into God's hands
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but like why.. why let me go thr all these tog
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
i dunno why
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
but i noe u gt GOd to do these with u
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u gt our cell too ma
<<~CasS~>> says:
and worst of all.. He knows i need friends.. but He gives me this hurdle.. dat cut me from my friends
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
yea
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to let u turn to God instead of frens

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<<~CasS~>> says:
just vv tired le. like keep smiling and laughin infront of my friends
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tryin to look as normal as possible
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
god may have a purpose for u in J1 ma
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
help e j1s be a testimony la.
<<~CasS~>> says:
even when dang shi say he can see i m upset.. i still had to laugh it off
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
even if u are a retainee dun mean u are a bad testimony
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
show them hwo u can face life as usual even if u are a retainee
<<~CasS~>> says:
this is jus e start
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how to hang on until the end
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i can hang on
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but not so long le
<<~CasS~>> says:
wei xuan.. vv tired le..
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
a bit more u will get used to it
<<~CasS~>> says:
do u noe.. i need to pass all ALL ALL my lt tests if not kicked out
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
haha can la
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
u can dd
everyone's a hero, everyone's a star says:
de
<<~CasS~>> says:
hope so ba..


Lord.. this is the guy i like.. none other than my cell mate Wei Xuan.. Lord ar.. he has a gf le.. i was readin the previous post which was quite long ago.. but i didnt tell him.. now.. he got judith le. she is reli a great girl..reli.. she is vv caring.. vv zealous.. and she never gives up..she is strong.. she is sporty.. reli everything.. but me.. i feel tt i cant hold a candle to her.. Is wei xuan reli gone le. =( when i read jud's secret msgs for wei xuan on her blog.. i cant help but feel sour.. how Lord... do i reli like him.. if not why will i feel so.. argh.. i see him in sch.. i get so happy.. but Lord.. is he the one You are preparin for me? see e convo above... he is so encouraging so motivating.. so God loving.. Lord u noe he is the first guy tt i got attracted to bcuz of his God-loving side... not by looks not by character.. but by his love for u.. this is reli authentic... Lord.. help me.. pls.. if wei xuan is not the one for me.. i pray Lord that u will help me to get over him quick.. or maybe if it is ur will let him tell me tt he dun like me and will never like me... but Lord if He is the one u are going to prepaer for me then Lord i pray that You giveme a sign.. to wait Lord.. tell me and instruct me.. and i will follow.. thank you Lord

your confused daughter,
Cassandra